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  • Power in Growing

     

    I will boast in my weaknesses;

    I will stand tall in my pain—

    For walking up this mountain

    Strong power is what I gain.

    I will dance in struggling fear;

    I will praise you in the fire—

    For running on this road with you

    Your glory is lifted higher.

    Strip all of me away.

    Cleanse me with your rain.

    Let sweetness echo through my words.

    I praise your steadfast name.

    You dress me, Lord, in armor, not from mortal man.

    This world cannot sustain me, but Lord, your glory can!

    For this reason I delight in setbacks.

    I grow stronger in the knowing…

    Power does not come from me

    But is given freely when I’m growing.

     

    Kimberly Willingham

     

    2 Cor. 4:6-10

    For God, who said, "Let light shine out of darkness,"made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ. But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.

     

  •  Mourning Joy

     

    The phrase Crying cleanses the soul has always intrigued me. Why would mourning cleanse our bodies? Often times when we mourn, a deep feeling of sorrow invades the soul. We can feel hopeless, worthless, and abandoned. Our stomachs feel heavy and our eyes grow sleepless and red. We do not see the door out of this grief we feel. Death, rejection, and unexplainable calamities cause this feeling of deep-seeded angst. However, it is important to note that we cannot live in a state of grief for it will deteriorate our health, relationships, and personality. God has not called us to live in a state of lament. He has beckoned us to live in an existence of courage, which is an overcoming of fear and depression. Yes, we are all sinners and fall short of the glory of God. Jesus says, as Christians, we are to suffer trials and tribulation; but, we cannot let this current tribulation conquer our souls. The soul Christ placed inside us is a channel to an endless eternity with Him.

     

    Seven years ago, my little sister and best friend, Kristen, was diagnosed with a brain tumor on her optic nerves. Within a week of this notification she was scheduled to have emergency brain surgery. The tumor was intertwined with the optic nerve. When given the normal eye test, Kristen, ranked as legally blind. Her vision was 20/1400. Surgery was not an option. If something went wrong, there was a sixty percent chance she would be blind for life. My family did not see an end in sight. The Light at the end of the tunnel had become only a hazy glow. We believed in God. We believed his son was Jesus, but there had never been a critical time in our lives where Christ was calling to us…Come near to me. Trust me. I am the God of healing and endless peace. I can remember lying on the floor, alone, in our home. My tears soaked the carpet below my face. I was in an utter state of desperation. Prostrate on the floor, I cried out…Heal my sister. Heal her God. This was all I could say over and over again for hours. I wept loud and hard from my gut. I knew God’s words were the bread of life, so, I read. I read endlessly, searching and longing for the Father to speak to me. And without fail, he did. I turned to Jeremiah 16:17, “I have not run away from being your shepherd. You know, I have not desired the day of despair.” It was then I knew. God was going to protect His daughter, Kristen. He cared endlessly for my sister, as he does for all of his children. He does not desire despair but, instead, wants strength and perseverance to develop in our hearts through earthly distress. He wants us to become hopeless in the world so that we will become ever-hopeful in Him.

     

    At that point, my family decided to stand on God’s promises. His words were not just beautiful poetry, but they were passages of power. Psalm, a book in the Bible, known for King David’s lamenting verses, became the way in which God powerfully spoke to us. Psalm 18:28 became the cry of our hearts. “You Oh Lord keep my lamp burning. My God turns my darkness into light.” In this trial we felt like we were enveloped in night. We were campers lost in a dark, terrifying forest; however, God was not absent. In fact, he was lighting the path beneath our feet. His Words were the lanterns in our hands. He was lighting the way out.

     

    Now, seven years after Kristen’s surgery, her vision is 20/40 in the right eye and 20/20 in the left. What a miracle! She does not take medication nor is she faced with the threat of never driving. She is normal in everyway and is about to enter college in the engineering program at Texas A&M. I would say she has been blessed through this trial. She knows the strength of God’s healing hand, and truly can feel the peace that Jehovah-Shalom rains upon her life. Psalm 18:28 has become her life verse. Though she has an incision that stretches across the right side of her head, she is thankful. This is just a mark of strength. This is a reminder that though sorrow may last for a night. Rejoicing comes with each new morning. Sorrow is cleansing. It washes away weakness and gears up our bodies for endless, beautiful blessings. Praise be to God! He is the constant peace in our sorrow.

     

    Psalm 30:5

    “…weeping may remain for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.”

     

    Painting Title:

    "Joy comes in the Morning"

     

     

     

     

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    My Banner: the Ancient of Days!

     

    Understanding lines His eyes. Wisdom crowns His head.

    Compassion lives within His heart. His love is etched in red.

    Righteousness is His to hold. He laughs in grace and peace.

    With arms like flawless marble, His power will never cease.

    In an outpouring of integrity, He clothes his children in light.

    His eyes, like diamonds, sparkle. They are beacon beams of sight.

    Provision comprises His staff. Security shapes the even grain.

    Tears of passion and concern fall on us like rain.

     

    God, you are the Shepherd, the heart cry of seamless bliss!

    Your goodness is pure affection. It lingers like a kiss.

    Complete purpose is gained at your feet. Your holiness I feel.

    The tranquility I receive, in you, is flawless. It’s ideal.

     

    In tears, I repeat your name--Jehovah Nissi, this banner I raise!

    In colors of royalty, purple and blue, I shout out—Ancient of days!

     

    Kimi Willingham

     

     

    "As I looked,
           thrones were set in place,
           and the Ancient of Days took his seat.
           His clothing was as white as snow;
           the hair of his head was white like wool.
           His throne was flaming with fire,
           and its wheels were all ablaze.”

    Daniel 7:9

     

     

    Jehovah Nissi

    www.watchofthelord.com

    click on "features" at the top of the page

    and select "articles"

    Article Name: "The Lord: Our Banner of Victory"

     

  • Etched in the Lion's Claws

    When God whispers in your ear,

    You must listen and draw near.

    When God focuses your eyes,

    You must redirect your cries.

    With a colossal turn of attention span,

    The spotlight is set on God’s mighty plan.

     He has sketched out on divine paper—

    An eternal life, unlike this life of vapor.

    The Artist of our souls is ready to paint, with coarse brush in hand,

    You, Beloved, are His masterpiece—a costly pearl strand.

    Oh, decorate Christ’s neck. Stand out in a ray of beauty!

    Adorn the Prince of Peace’s body. Shine—it is your duty.

    You have a purpose Daughter of Zion. Take hold of your future legacy.

    Recite the promises of our Lord—in His Words agree!

    Shout with a trumpet of praise. Reclaim land that once was desert.

    Embrace your femininity. Dance, twirl, and do not revert.

    Break those jars of incense. In his power, your enemies you will trample.

    You are your Father’s child. Look to His mature example.

    Don’t you see his eyes, flaming blue in the sky?

    Oh dear children, take heart, the Great Warrior is your ally.

    Defend with shields of faith, etched in the Lion’s claws.

    Stand firm with brazen feet—from the battle do not withdraw.

    The combat cries, once restrained, now with intensity increase—

    For the Conqueror has gone before us and won this war with peace.

     

    Kimberly Willingham

     

    Psalm 26:12

    "Now I stand on solid ground, and I will publicly praise the Lord."

     

    Ephesians 6:13

    "Therefore, put on every piece of God's armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will be standing firm."

     

  • In Loving Memory of Ruth Bell Graham

    1920-2007

     

    A Godly Example
    I would go down to my mother’s room early in the morning. Her light would be on, and I would find her at her big, flat-top desk. She would have about 14 different translations of the Bible spread out. She would be reading and studying her Bible.

    I would go down to her room late at night. I would see the light on underneath the door and I’d go in, and she would be on her knees in prayer.

    As I look back on my childhood, I cannot remember any impression whatsoever that my mother was ever lonely. She may have been lonely, but I never saw it.

    I believe that our heavenly Father, our Savior, saved my mother from loneliness because of her daily walk with the Lord Jesus—He was the love of her life. I saw that in her life. It was her love for the Lord Jesus, with whom she walks every day, that made me want to love Him and walk with Him like that.
    —Anne Graham Lotz, Ruth’s daughter

     

     

    Like the shadow declining

    Swiftly…away…away…

    Like the dew of the morning

    Gone with the heat of the day;

    Like the wind in the treetops,

    Like a wave of the sea,

    So are our lives on earth when seen

    In the light of eternity.

    --Ruth Bell Graham


     

  • God IS…

     

    Ardent Artist

    Blistering Advisor

    Calming Water

    Dynamic Dream-giver

    Endless Sunrise

    Fearless Warrior

    Generous Supplier

    Heroic Savior

    Inkwell of Blessings

    Judah’s Lion

    Kindness Unbridled

    Limitless Lover

    Merciful Master

    Newness in Mornings

    Omnipotent Shield

    Powerful Provision

    Quintessential of Life

    Rising Star

    Son of God

    Truthful Companion

    Unbelievable Grace-giver

    Valiant King

    Watchful Gatekeeper

    Xoxo…God IS Love

    Youthful Fountain

    Zealous Admirer…

     

     

    Zephaniah 3:17:

          "The LORD your God is in your midst,
             A victorious warrior
             He will exult over you with joy,
             He will be quiet in His love,
             He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy.

     

  • Night Watch

     

    At the banquet feast I watch and wait.

    Eloquently dressed, at the table, I sit up late.

    Stars flicker across the star-studded sky.

    Hopeful anticipation glistens in my eyes.

    Rich food lines the plates of the finest crystal.

    Thunder resounds like a powerful pistol.

    Hands, nervous and sweaty, I call out to you…

    I jump inside and wait for the clouds to breakthrough.

    The lamp lighting the table flickers. You are near!

    I open my ears. Your words I want to hear.

    For you speak to me in the dawn’s early glow,

    In purity and truth as fresh as the snow.

    Honey flows down from the clouds stretched out like silk.

    From a glass pitcher softness descends as warm milk.

    You speak to your daughter, “Be ready. Watch for me out the window.”

    So I wait for your blessings in vibrant colors to show.

    Removing the bowl that hides my candle,

    I stand by the door with my hand on the handle.

    May my flame grow higher and the intensity rage!

    May your grace run through me like a ballerina on stage!

    I pray my poise and posture reflects who you are…

    The Merciful Redeemer, David’s Heaven-lit Star.

     

    Kimi Willingham

     

    Lamentations 2:19,

    Arise, cry out in the night, as the watches of the night begin;
    pour out your heart like water in the presence of the Lord. Lift up your hands to him for the lives of your children, who faint from hunger at the head of every street.

     

    Judges 7:19

    Gideon and the hundred men with him reached the edge of the camp at the beginning of the middle watch, just after they had changed the guard. They blew their trumpets and broke the jars that were in their hands.

     

    Exodus 14:24

    During the last watch of the night the LORD looked down from the pillar of fire and cloud at the Egyptian army and threw it into confusion.

     

    1 Samuel 11:11

    The next day Saul separated his men into three divisions; during the last watch of the night they broke into the camp of the Ammonites and slaughtered them until the heat of the day. Those who survived were scattered, so that no two of them were left together.

     

    Luke 12:38

    Be dressed ready for service and keep your lamps burning like men waiting for their master to return from a wedding banquet, so that when He comes and knocks they can immediately open the door for Him.

     

     

    *** What a beautiful picture—to be waiting at the banquet table for the supreme guest of honor to arrive. Wow—the King has told us to be on watch for Him. How truly exciting to live in a state of anticipation! God is ever-faithful and true to His powerful promises. We are to be watching—surveying the walls for His return. Holy King of kings, make us into faithful watchmen. May we never grow deceived by this world; but look to you and study your Word for true interpretation. For you alone are blameless. May our hearts dance and breathe in the warm breeze of your promises. We call out to you. Speak to us, your servants. Reveal your hidden wisdom to us!

     

     

  • The sky is clear. You walk, feet dry in your rain boots. The sun kisses your face and invites a deep smile to glisten upon your mouth. The floppy green plastic rain coat lines your skin with a visible barrier. You are expecting rain. The sky is clear, no storm clouds in sight; yet you anticipate a shower. Not just any shower, a violent thunderstorm. With black boots stretching to your knees you walk away from your home. You walk into the forest in the distance. This is not a normal response. Most people would retreat inside a cozy, comfortable place; but you resist this shelter. Why? You cannot sit securely in front of the blazing fireplace sipping hot tea and watching the raindrops simply hit the window. You want to soak in the moisture. You long for the wet particles to drench your face. Though you fear the thunder and lightning, you cannot sit still cowering over the sound. You want to sit in the midst of the action—for if you covered yourself you would not experience the rainbow after the storm. You could not see the new sky with the brilliant heaven-painted masterpiece. So you march on with purpose. As the rain begins to fall in a rhythmic pattern…plop…plop…hitting your raincoat. You lift your head up and cry “Fall on me—for the storm cannot shake me. It makes me stronger; and the rain sets me free!”

    Psalm 72:6:

          May He come down like rain upon the mown grass,
             Like showers that water the earth.

     

     

  •  …JUBILEE…

     To reflect upon my life is a deep and complex task.

    It requires complete surrender, to unveil this earthen mask.

    As I peel away the edges of this clay that stains my skin,

    I begin to see the beauty in the trials that plagued me within.

    You created a masterpiece in this feeble, arrogant soul.

    You rubbed away the calluses. You made my body whole.

    I dissembled the pieces of my pale and weary heart,

    You breathed into this vessel a beating, pumping start.

    You lined my veins with mercy. I eagerly flow your love.

    You are the master, the sonnet of life, and my beloved!

    My thoughts cannot stray from the forever Prince of Peace—

    Let my vanity lessen and your purity increase!

    I bow my body at the foot of your throne,

    My neck stoops down for I bring you cologne.

    Oils scented in sweetness, musk, and pure spice,

    I owe you everything. You are the Author of Life.

    I want to break the bondage that the enemy holds,

    And embrace your goodness in sheets of pure gold.

    Pouring this liquid and bathing your feet,

    I release the oppression that encircles in concrete.

    Abba I cry in the apex of the storm,

    Make me a teapot brimming to a boil—not lukewarm.

    I play on a harp of broken strings,

    Music--to you, sweet King of Kings!

    Skipping through the forest, may your leaves of green fall on me!

    I want to pick your graceful flowers and dance in jubilee.

     

    Kimi Willingham

     

    "Ah, how blessed the thought! GOD HIMSELF IS OUR INHERITANCE. Not golden harps. Not golden streets. Not walls of jasper or pearly gates. Not a cabin in the corner or a mansion over the hilltop. Not fluttering wings and a white nightgown with which to flit about over the Elysium hills of glory. NO! There is something deeper, more inward and rapturous - the possession of God. HEIRS OF G-O-D! Heirs of all the communicable glories of the divine nature and power. To know Him, to explore His Being, to live on His fullness, to discover new tracts and continents in the terra incognita of Godhead, to see His glory, to put on His mind, to be changed into His image, to wield His scepter - this is "the heritage of the servants of the Lord." Glory to God!"  

     

    "Jubilee is freedom! Jubilee is release! Jubilee is restoration! Jubilee means the regaining of the inheritance that was lost! The law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus makes us free from the law of sin and death!"

     

    http://www.hisremnant.org/eby/articles/savior/jubilee.html 

  • He Holds Her Hand

     

    He held her hand,

    And touched her head without a word.

    Who is this man?

    He was better than she had heard.

     

    Streams of forgiveness surged from his face,

    Flashes of glory cascaded in grace.

    Nail pierced hands—the hands of brutal sorrows.

    Jesus Christ bled for my tomorrows.

     

    He stirred her voice,

    And gave her powerful promises to speak.

    Who is this Truth Whisperer?

    He gives hope to the weak.

     

    Beautiful grace in an unending parade,

    Dance through my existence. I am no longer afraid.

    Though storms beat my body, His promises endure.

    He fastens my feeble feet. My legs he clasps secure.

     

    He painted her heart,

    And added deep shades of dark green.

    Who is this Artist?

    He surpasses all we have seen.

     

    White pearls drape from his throne of pure power,

    His radiance shines forth like a sodden rain shower.

    Though stones hurt my feet on this blessed kingdom trail,

    I will forever look to you, whose promises never fail.

     

    Kimberly Willingham

     

    "Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything; tell God your needs, and don't forget to thank him for his answers."

    --Phil. 4:6 TLB